So it’s been a while since I have blogged.
I tried a few weeks ago but couldn’t keep up
running around with a toddler. I can’t promise there will
be posts every day but I will do my best.
As far as that light at the end of the tunnel, I’d like to
say I am doing better; I have to say that I am all over the map.
There is a lot I have to tackle on a daily basis which makes my
anxiety run sky high. My depression has been
even with some ups and downs.
My sleeping was getting better however I decided to
take a late nap Thursday night. I slept from midnight to 4
in the morning so I could get up and clean in peace with
nobody watching. I threw in my beats and did so much that
I hurt in so many places. I’d love to say it’s all done but it’s never ending.
The best part is I don’t think anyone appreciates all that
I do which really dampers my mood. Because I took that late nap
(mind you I was up at 4, I cleaned and ran errands till 2.
I took 2 1 hour naps on Friday which didn’t cut it.
I went to bed Friday night at 11, I was up at 2:30, went back
down at 3:30 and was up again at 5. I have a granddaughter
today from 2-8 which means I have to try and get some more sleep at some point or else I will be dragging and toddlers don’t let you drag.
So to some certain extent I am doing better
but not where I want to be!!
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