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Up in the Air




So last time I talked in the diary, I decided
To stop talking to my birth mom. 
That decision weighed heavily on me.
Then time went by and I was still bothered.

This past Friday I sent her a text.
In this text I told her that I wasn’t
Unblocking her from Facebook yet
But she was going to get a chance
To know me if she really wants too.
I let her know this was her last chance
And if I decided I didn’t think she
Was putting in enough effort that
I would block her from my phone.

Since then we have texted every day.
She has asked me serious questions
And I am working on asking her some too.
In addition we do the small talk as well.

So far so good but it has only been a few
Days. Time will tell what happens, I feel
Like I am still up in the air with all
My feelings so hopefully at some point
I will really know where I stand and
How I feel!

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